A little more positive? I dunno.

Hi everyone,

I talked to the recruitment agent again, and she said that she is the only agent contracted for this Environment position, and she thinks that I am perfect for the job. The closing date is tomorrow, so hopefully I would be interviewed next week. This whole thing feels like a rollercoaster!

I turned down yet another job, but now I'm wishing I hadn't. It was for the Wellington City Council Art Centre, but the hours were noon to 8 or 9, which means I would miss dinner and never see Rory. But it was only two weeks, so I'm starting to doubt myself. I hate this...I just can't seem to do the right thing. I keep telling myself to relax, that we have plenty of money, and that it will all be fine in the end (especially if the Environment job comes through). After all, six months doing something fulfilling is far better than nine months doing something crappy (um, HITO?).

It is very windy again today, solid 70 km/hr with gusts to 120. I'm planning on taking a walk to the beach in a bit, just to see the effects of the storm on the coastline. I also need to get out of the house once a day, just to stay sane. The futon was delivered, and it is awesome. Just for comparison sake, I looked on trademe.co.nz, and similar ones were being sold for double and triple the price that I paid. The wood matches the house perfectly, as well. (I named him Mr. Fu, for those of you who know how much I like to name things. Everyone else will just think I'm strange!).

We are going to see the Dark Knight on Saturday night with Rory's workmates. We've heard amazing things. We're also talking about having a house warming party here, now that we have places for people to sit!

Will write again soon,
love,
Amy